do unexpected things always happen? i hope not. it's going to be a difficult year ahead, for me. i suppose. they sae that one will grow up in times of difficulties..is it true? hmm..i wonder. i know that i sldnt be feeling depressed or sad now, or rather i sld not be showing my family that im feeling down. if im feeling down, they must be feeling worse. i learn not to ask those stupid questions anymore..i tink it will only add on to their worries. perhaps things will change for the better. can i say this to console myself? anything can happen during this one year...sth better or even worse. i shall learn how to be happy in front of my parents. how to hold my tears in front of them. how to console them when sth happened. how to not be a burden to them. how to make them happie. how to make them feel proud of me. how to help when sth happened. how to spare a thought for them. it's time to do something for them. i have got lots of things to learn. perhaps by then, i can say that i have grown up.
i promise that i'll be strong.
cos i know that no matter what happens , they will always be there for me =)
a good friday yesterday? no way for mi. i met a robber in the lift. stupid robber !! and i finally noe what it is like when ppl sae that police are taking dwn statement.."lu kou gong". haha. okok..since i have not lost anything..i shall be optimistic abt it. hee. okok..everything was like this....once upon a time...
ytd went for 6k gathering and also to celebrate ty's belated bdae..yar..met at lot 1 and all that..had lotsa fun. ate suki sushi and spent alot of $$ . hehe..but nvm..okok. actually wanted to watch movie..but felicia objected !! haha..cos she dun dare to watch horror movies..lol. but we promised her that with sockhong sitting nxt to her,she would definitely make it a comedy. haha..but we still did not watch the movie cos all of us were pathetically broke after eating in suki. hee...then we loitered around lot 1..cos we had "entertainment"..=p they suggested going to felicia's house cos it was still earlie..yar..so we took the lrt back. it was so crowded with ppl..especially "chocs"..oops..socko said that. hee...but i did not go cos my mum asked mi to go to my auntie's house..and i was so damn unlucki..ytd was only 7 plus when i reached segar station..it was so earlie..everything looked so perfect..fine weather..never would i have expected this to happen. *tramautised* ...
then i walked back using the long canal route as uaual..calling my mum on my hp telling her that i am reaching soon..yar. then i reached my block and entered the lift..suddenly this man just entered the lift closely behind..and u know what,i saw his face and actually found him familiar. he was actually the guy who walked past mi when i was coming back from the lrt route..that time i was using my hp tp call my mum and i sort of like saw him staring at mi..so i suspected that he turned back and the followed mi all the way to my block...but it was strange that i did not sense that somebody was following mi. weird. nvm..i entered the lift and he came in. then at that point of time, my instinct just told me that sth was wrong. he looked weird. but it was too late and the lift door closed. ...i pressed my storey and he hesitated and pressed 13th...my heart was beating super fast and i dared not look at him..suddenly..he came over..and i knew i was dead. he asked mi in mandarin for my hp and i started screaming. i struggled with him for a while cos he tried to snatch my bag..shit him !! then i reached my storey and the door opened... yes!!!! i screamed like hell and he even tried to press the "door close" button..then it was so funni..he kept pressing the "close "button and i kept pressing the "open" button..lol..screaming like nobody's business at the same time..luckily..my parents and neighbours heard my screams and they rushed out..the robber then dashed out of the lift and tried to escape..i think that he was not familiar with the area cos he actually ran the wrong way..where that was a dead end. haha..stupid robber !! then my dad and my neighbours gave chase dwn the stairs...i called for the police and i went dwn with my mum..and at the 2nd storey,the door opened..i saw a shadow of a man and he was about to come in..shit !! luckily..the other lift opened just in time and there was somebody in it..phew..i then pressed the close button and we reached the first storey. then the police came and he took down my statement..haha..he was quite funnie and we actually laughed and joked and everything was not that solemn..
ok. so that was my day yesterdae. up till todae,i still cant believe that i atually met a robber. and a stupid one. i dunno what will happen if he actually possesed a weapon or anything. lucky mi =) haa..now..im just afraid of taking the lift alone..u will just recall all that happened and everything will come to u again...scary.
off to hell,u stupid robber. serve u right for not getting anything out of mi..haha. boo !! oh man..i sld have kicked him. =X
so freaking tired now. im feeling sleepy. =X dun really know what to update..but hee, well..just gonna make an entry.
hmms..tomorrow is good friday !! haha..so all of us must be happie..=) i realised that i need to rewrite my hist essay,cos i missed out sth. stupid. im happie today..hehe..cos i haf done something which i ought to have done so..long long long long ago..(=
i changed my blogskin. hee =)
listening to twin's song on the webby now. nice. i reached home super early today. haha. before 3..the first time i eva reached home so early. wheee. just finished my chem and chi jian bao. felt so accomplished now. keke. thou it's only two. im now only left with amaths and ss. lalalalalala...im happie. hee. for no reason. -_- i still miss G5 camp..hee. cos that's the first time i really felt the bond. hoho. wonder if there's training this week. =p
** everything happens for a reason **
hahas. it is true that every single little thing happens for a reason. there must be some reason. hee..so it's up to us to discover that reason. oh yar..todae in the morning when i was in the lrt..i suddenly heard the song "shao nian"..so nice..it was coming out from someone's discman..if im not wrong..cos the volume is like so loud..nvm..haha..i can hear mah..lol.i shall go and do amaths nw..amaths rawks..self-deluding...
it's not lurve. it's not a crush. just a lie i told myself.
I luRve thE G5 caMp this yeAr. yay !!
*shrivelled banana* rawks too =)
~do we look as if we care,
dun care heck care
do we look as if we care
we dun give a damn
we dun give a damn
we dun give a damn
do we look as if we care
oh stjohn cares ~
hah. it's lame. but i like it =pp
i missed out all the fun todae. and all thanks to my stupid hp. haha. aniway,my hp is not to be blamed for this. it is just that it so coincidentally ran out of batt and i left it at home to charge and socko they all called. ugh. they went out today to celebrate jl's bdae(actually tml) ..at first..they went to watch "hitch"..den after that..i tink they called the guys out for dinner. yar..and they took neoprints. haha. 8 of them in a pict !!. i have never done that before..and i missed out everything. sobs. never mind..there will be another chance...=))) looking forward to that.
my cousins came today. yeap. had lotsa fun with them too. hee. we went bp plaza in gz's car and all 5 of us went to eat ljs. yummy. =p mi,shan and jun bought a new hp pouch..hee..i lurve it. though it is abit childish. only ABIT. haha. den went for dinner..met stella there. lol. any,dinner was great but it was definitely tooo much for us. as we were so full from the ljs meal. haha. the "frozen strawberries" from mos burgers are great. =)) hee. den gz was very good to us today. haha. he bought us the "encore" cd and we went home to sing karaoke. hee. we burst out laughing when the two guys started singing. cos it was real funnie. especially when i look at their faces..wahaha. okok. im bad. he bought the cd for us. we sld be grateful to him. lol.
yups. and oh yar..i finished my eng compo!! hee..ccan hand in tml. going back to sku tml and dental appointment. hee. it is siewfong's anf jialing's bdae tml..yay. happie burfdae!!! if i can make it in time..i tink i can meet them at ecp. and i hope i can. haha. many thanks to andrew for helping mi with my comp. the speakers can work again. hee...
i love everything that happens and everyone who are by my side . they rawk.rawk rawk..
xiang xing ni zhi shi pa shang hai wo
bu shi pian wo
hen ai guo shui hui she de
ba wo de meng yao xing le
xuan bu xing fu bu hui lai le
hee..im here to blog again. it seems like im very free..hmmm..im not!! haha. lame. nvm. what happened today..?? oh yar, it rained again!! (((= im so happy..cos it rained..hee. the feeling is just so super duper shiok. haha. i felt quite pissed off today..yar..which i shouldn't be. maybe it just happened that we were all so stressed up that we just messed things up. okok. it's over aniway. we had lots and lots of hol hwrk to do..like usual..and there's the G5 camp. looking forward to the campfire..lol=p so that means i will have 3 daes plus sat and sun to complete my hw..which is like quite impossible?? hee..nono..i can do it^_^ yay..wenxiang said that she will lend mi a book tml..hee..a lit one..she said that it was interesting. so i will have something to read!! =)
oops..i hear the ice-cream man ringing the bell again..feeling so tempted to go and buy now..haha. tml is the "last" day of sku..will have to get back progress report...-_- no comments on that. just know that i have deproved alot..is there such a word "deproved"?? i forgot..tink mr osgodby did say that there's no such word..haha..nvm...
finally,i did it. hehe.
all was stupid, sweet yet untrue =)
it was until todae when i realise that life can be complicating. it really can be. chatted with my cousin and parents todae. we talked about lots and lots of things,and the topic revolved around studies. poly or JC? thats what they asked me. hohoho. like i know. i dun even have a clue where i want to go..there are times when i wanted to do something,but i realised that i cant do that. that's what i call pathetic. sometimes i wanted to do something which i noe i cant do it. that's foolishness. when i knew that i wanted to do something, but at a second thought, i realised that it's not what i really want. that is called contradiction. i dun understand what i am saying right now. this is called craziness -_-
but nvm, maybe things will get better. must always look on the bright side of life. =) i shall be someone whom i really want to be. yesterdae the whole sku went to do newspaper recycling. it was fun!! i swear. except that i was quite tired when the whole thing ended.(thou it ended at 10 plus,which was so early) haha. we visited block 272(ivan's blk)..den mi and justin went to the 11th,12th and 13th storey. there was a dog that kept barking at 11th storey. and i was scared out of my wits!! hehe. justin was a very good "consoler"..lol. after that, while waiting for the lorry to come, we played on the slide and swings..hee..everything was so fun. and mrs selva even asked us" are u gers hafing ur second childhood?" haha. she was funnie=pPp after that..we walked back to school and did that reflections thingy. went to eat at lot 1..then the guys went to play their "LAN"..hee..and mi,shu and sinyee did a very crazie thing. we actually went to east coast park!! lol..thet journey that was very long...and we talked bout alot of things. i shall quote sinyee's words. "it has been so long since we three can be together like this" haha. one thing i am so proud of!! we reached ecp eventually. hohoho. haf to thank alot of pple on the way. must thank the bus uncle at bedok interchange..he told us that we could take bus 197. the bus driver of bus 197 hu had a stomachache and told us that we could take 196 too. the bus driver of 196 who informed us that we have alighted. the man at the block hu told us we can walk straight. the shop owner of the provision shop who told us to walk straight and we can see the underpass. the ger who did not know the way.(for letting us noe that we are not the only ppl hu do not know the way) . hmm..i tink this sld be all. finally..we reached ecp. and i did not ride a bicycle!!!!! this is the first time i went to ecp and not ride a bike!! the reason is stupid..cos we are wearing skirts...ahhhh. never mind. we sat and watched the sea..it was simply beautiful. crystal blue and greeeeennn....so so so nice=))) wheeeee...i lurve the sea. then we also took alot of lame pics. lol. usinf sx and my hp. haha. after that, went mac to eat..played a game..haha..fun fun^_^ we left ecp at 4 plus...took 196 back to bedok interchange. and we did the most stupid thing in our life. instead of taking the mrt..we took a bus..i forgot whats the number. anyway, that bus saes"jurong east"..so we boarded....and u know what..at 6 plus.. we were still on the bus!! 1 hr plus...that bus seems to be taking us on a rour around marine parade..we dun need that!! haha. but the fun thing is that we get to talk about alot of things..i mean alot alot...so maybe taking the bus has its advantages too=))) hehehe...
my world can be complete without u. i dun need u to come and ruin it =)